Random glimpses into the thoughts of a woman- searching for life's answers - or maybe just asking the questions and living them. Trying to live creatively and authentically. Learning to BE - HERE - NOW.
"What would I have to say that would be interesting?
My thoughts/words are not profound. Why would anyone want to read this drivel?"
And yet, here I am once again typing on my keyboard trying to get the thoughts down.
Underneath those voices of anxiousness is a voice - a murmur - a growl. Growing inside and saying, "Let go of the blockage, let go of the fear. Speak out - Let the whisper become a YOUR voice."
The writing is getting easier - the words are beginning to flow, learning to speak again after a long freeze - much like a hard long freeze of winter. Frozen as solid as a river in winter - The warmth of spring starting to loosen deep inside. The trickle of words bubbling deep - coming to the surface. Slowly - than quicker. Soon it could be a torrential stream coursing thru the valley - Cutting deep. Marking new paths - bringing growth to barren ground.
How are your thoughts and words today? Flowing easily? Feeling constricted?
Speak from the heart - let the thoughts and fears speak. Hear them out.
I am learning to speak again after a LONG silence in my heart. Learning to let my thoughts come through the pen, the keyboard and my voice. Scary as all get out! It has been so much easier to just not speak.My silence had become a defense against pain.
My silence also allowed me to heal.
I wish to speak thru this blog, thru my art, and with my loved ones.
I am hoping this posting will help me stay with this goal - somehow become accountable to myself.
I also want to reach out to you. I would love to have communication with you and find out your hopes, your dreams. Perhaps you are looking also? Feel free to comment or email me. I will respond!